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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Mon Sep 23, 2013 8:40 pm

Death i know the feel bro
there's this girl i have a LITTLE crush on... but she hasn't stated what her sexuality is (she knows i'm bi and vocal about it... so far she's only said that one day she hopes love will just be love no matter what gender you are )


-Brohugs-

own confession: I REALLY FUCKING LOVE LADY GAGA. I CAN'T CONTAIN MY LOVE FOR HER ANYMORE.
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Fri Sep 27, 2013 8:24 pm

I miss hanging out here! Hoe you are all doing AWESOME!!!!! Razz
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Fri Sep 27, 2013 9:01 pm

This is out of the blue. Not sure why I am telling you all this.

Right now may seem like you are sinking, sinking to a dark pool where no one sees you. No one understands or hears you.

The feeling is overwhelming and so lonely sometimes it feels hard to breath.

I know because I have spent years of my life in that place.

The way out takes continuous focus and practice. It takes challenging old thought patterns and what you were told how to act.

You must be firm, like you would be if the one saying horrible things to you is not yourself. You start to stand up for yourself, like you would defend any other friend, and just as fiercely.

You realize that you always have the choice. You direct your life. you do no have to sink into the despair, like so many others have. And if you sink, don't attack yourself. Talk yourself up, because no one else will. You will be waiting to be happy forever if you are waiting for permission, for approval.

You cannot please them all, it is impossible. You must please yourself, you must be brave, you must choose your own path.

Challenge the things you were taught to do, if they make you feel like utter shit. If they drag you down to that hell that it is impossible to describe. Choose to not treat yourself like an enemy!

Because a better life, a better way to feel it out there.! You have to find it!

I thought no one could ever love me, this is what I was taught by my gay- hating religious family. I did almost take my own life at that time.  Felt like sadness was all I knew or could ever know. For years, years!

Wake up! You are in control of yourself - you feed yourself the thoughts, you choose if you care what anyone else thinks. You choose if they will effect you. It is easier if you are not constantly attacking yourself.

They are not in your head choosing your thoughts! You are!

Decide that you are going to be your biggest defender and start to form a friendship with the person that goes with you everywhere. Yourself.

Life can change at any moment. Never give up hope, it can get better in an instant. Make peace, in any possible way. Go and find whatever makes you feel better.

Choose how you will feel.
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Mon Sep 30, 2013 6:51 pm

Puffskein, that was beautiful, thank you <3

and guys,
I have a huge crush on this girl and i know she's bi but i dont even think she's interested in me

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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Wed Oct 02, 2013 1:23 pm

I know the feeling Mer. Trust me.
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Fri Oct 11, 2013 4:25 pm

GUYS
GUYS GUYS GUYS VERY IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT HERE

so today is national coming out day
and i just put on my fb
'Let's get one thing straight: I'm not. bahaha bye'

THERE'S MY COMING OUT
THATS HOW YOU DO IT

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PostSubject: REVIVES THE CONFESSIONS   Sun May 11, 2014 9:10 pm

I didn't actually want to declare this to my IRL friends because I'm the metalhead and punkrock fan out of my friends, so i am ashamed to admit this...

I LOVE JAMMING TO SHITTY 00's SONGS WHEN I KNOW NOBODY IS LISTENING

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JEDWARD
JLS
NELLY FURTADO
BLACK EYED PEAS

these people are my fucking jam
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please don't tell my friends
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Mon Sep 01, 2014 12:26 am

Maybe I shouldn't be confessing this, maybe it's a bit tmi

I'm into BDSM
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Wed Sep 24, 2014 1:03 am

I like 40's era music, clothing, slang, ect. I've always wanted a 40's style dress but I have no purpose in wearing it and I'm too afraid to even if I did get one. I'm afraid people will make fun of me. 

So yeah. 

Part of me wishes I lived in the 40's. Most of me is glad I'm alive in the time I am (otherwise I wouldn't have met y'all).
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Tue Oct 07, 2014 1:02 am

I'm terrified of mummies. Real, fake, movie, game, prop. I hate them. Like I really, really, really just do no like them. Just no.

And, I'm terrified of deer. Like they're my "spider".
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Tue Oct 07, 2014 1:03 am

I'm deathly afraid of bees. The minute I see one, I forget everything and get the fuck out of there O.O

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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Tue Oct 07, 2014 1:11 am

I hate the sound of bees. -shivers-
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sat Nov 15, 2014 11:31 pm

I've never fully seen Star Wars 4, 5, and 6
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sat Nov 15, 2014 11:53 pm

Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked Shocked



jk but seriously you need to get on that... now.

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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sun Nov 16, 2014 2:54 am

Sir, yes, sir! -snaps heels and salutes-

I'll have a marathon tomorrow maybe.
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sun Nov 16, 2014 7:11 pm

umm...i can one up you on that.

ive never seen star wars.

(like ive seen about 10 minutes of it but never seen the whole thing)
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sun Nov 16, 2014 7:38 pm

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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Tue Nov 25, 2014 1:13 am

I can't whistle.

I used to be able to when I was five. I haven't been able to for about fourteen years though.
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sat Nov 29, 2014 12:10 am

Since i havent spoken to many of you lately, i assume the majority of you identify me as a woman, but...



( ^ that watermark)


well, not quite, but most people IRL now call me Max and use gender neutral pronouns and such. It'd be nice if you guys could do the same >.> (ofc you can still call me Mer, but when referring to me OOC Max would be a lovely substitute)

I'm not really gonna make a big deal of it because it's who i am, and i'm really happy being genderqueer and being referred to as 'they' 'them' etc. Thought i'd just give you guys the PSA ^^

altho if anyone here is confused by the whole gender neutral stuff then im more than happy to talk to you in a PM and explain anything c:
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sat Nov 29, 2014 6:54 am

I'm happy you've found your identity Mer (Force of habit by now, sorry ^^Wink. I see no reason why people make big fuses over these sort of things anyway. It's no different than discovering if you're right or left handed as I see it.

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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sat Nov 29, 2014 10:51 pm

exactly Razz people feel the need to justify their gender identity or sexual orientation to other people using labels and coming out, its not neccessary really. I just put it on here because i would prefer it if you referred to me as 'they' instead of 'she', etc. idm being called mer at all!

its just common decency i guess, you'd get tired if someone insisted on calling you the wrong name, right?  i feel like its the same with pronouns and stuff too Smile
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sun Nov 30, 2014 2:24 pm

I think the name Max is lovely!

Also, yay for breaking the "norms" of society! Anyone else wanna join or is it just Max and I?
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sun Nov 30, 2014 2:37 pm

glad you like my chosen name c: Max is simple and to the point, just like i am XD
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PostSubject: Re: Confessions...   Sun Nov 30, 2014 5:37 pm

Nah I couldn't last a day in a girls world XD Thanks but I'm good! :3

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